currently at home. no plans today. no plans to go out. yeah. so today i just wanna rest fully 1 whole day.
well, woke up noon. lazy wanna bathe first. so went straight to on my laptop. wanna watch my korean drama, "Stars Falling From The Sky". hehe.
so went to brush my teeth and ate breakfast while watching. the drama now are getting very sad. and it's gonna end soon. next week! ahhh! and im gonna miss watching on tuesday and wednesday as i'll be in KL next week. aww. :( so have to wait until saturday or sunday as friday i'm sure gonna be very tired after the long journey back to s'pore.
uhuh. so.. my aunt has been giving advice since yesterday to bring what, how much money to bring, emergency contact numbers and many more. it makes me a bit scared though. but i have been praying so that no mishap will happen to us during the trip. and we can come back to s'pore safe and sound. hahs.
oh.. i wanna bring a luggage pretty badly. wanted to borrow from fahmi but he just told me just now tat his is way too big for me. sigh. i thought of borrowing from deffany and sophie which are my 2 best friends back then in secondary school. i really miss them. :( okie back to topic. hahs! so i thought of borrowing from them but it's been kinda long since we contact each other and if i were to sms them saying that i wanna borrow their luggage, it's gonna be pretty awkward isn't it? and i'm a bit embarrassed cos back then i used to borrow from deffany a lot of things. and some i still haven return yet. gosh. sorry my dear deffany. :( i wonder how she's doing. oh, i saw her last tuesday! we were in the same movie theater. but didn't manage to call her or should i say that i didn't get the chance to call her cos of fahmi. hmph.
so back on track now. i guess i have to buy one then. i'm sure that im gonna be needing it in the future. rather than have to borrow from people and if i were to spoil it, it'll make things worse. so to be safe, better buy one. i'm just gonna get a small one. i mean the normal size. should be around 20 or 30 plus. still affordable. hehe. so i guess i should be buying tomorrow or friday or something.
not sure whether friday i have the time. cos after my training at 11, im gonna be meeting fahmi. he wanna go seoul garden. we're gonna spend the whole day since 1 whole week we're not meeting each other. :( that should be alright cos i have experienced longer than that before. 2 weeks. due to school. :(
oh, for the KL trip, im not gonna be bring my laptop. even though my aunt allow. im afraid it'll get lost or rob. hopefully, not. i might be using my aunts' at her house. but not too long. so not sure whether i can blog or not. yeah.
and oh, i will be going to genting highlands too! my uncle will be bringing us on sunday. a day trip though. but it's alright. never did i have this thinking that i will be going there and it's like so soon! woohoo! can't wait! :D hehe.
later im having my religious class. and tomorrow i got work in the morning from 7 to 2.30. hopefully, both will goes well.
oh, i forgotten to talk about my training today. it was cancelled actually. i felt both sad and relieved. sad cos i missed my chance to working out. i really have to burn the fats! hehe. and relieved cos i can rest fully at home.
and some random stuffs: after my cousin's wedding the other day, i started to imagine about mine. hehe. about my wedding dress. the colour theme of the wedding. the hantaran gifts. how we will be feeling, nervous or happy or sad. how our family and relatives will look like. will the big day turn out alright? our honeymoon. in fact everything lah. but it still a long way to go. im only 19 this year. still have to finish my poly. 2 more years. then go uni. then work and wait for fahmi to save money for our wedding. gosh. kinda scared when i think about the future.
im still not sure what i wanna be when i grow up. just going with the flow. but i promise myself that whatever it is, i will do very well in class. hopefully, i will get a good job. with high pay so that i can support my family. and my parents won't have to work anymore. but i hope that i can find a job that is associated with children or to be specific toddlers and babies. i just love them! they are so adorable! cant wait to get my own. hehe. wonder how they will look like. sure very adorable like the mum. hehehe.
and about my wedding, sometimes i wonder whether the groom will be fahmi. hopefully, it is. cos if not, i dunno how im gonna survive after separating with him. gosh. cant even think about it. i hope we will be able to marry each other cos we've done to many sins.
and our 2nd year anniversary is approaching real soon. 19 more days. gosh. oh, we decided to get for ourselves a watch for the gift. couple watch of cos.
so that's it. i'll blog again. such a long post today isn't it? very wordy but cant help it cos i really have to let out everything.
alright, my dear diary. take care for now.
loves, shima. :)
Labels: cousin's wedding, deffany, fahmi, family, food, kl, love, religious class, seoul garden., sophie, training, work
